my NITC experiences

it's nearly an span of two complete years here in NIT Calicut , persuing my MCA course . i still remember my first day in class , when i couldn't get anything relevent during Discrete Mathematics hour and so was computer programming too for me- totally absurd . here i scored all my lowest stuffs ever in life . here life is somewhat busier than expected and i couldn't stand up to the standards set by others . i have always been starving for better grades . i don't know whether it's due to my insincerity or lack of my commitment regarding studies . initially i wasn't ready to change my studying pattern , i mean one particular subject at one time . here you must be ready to give surprise tests any time , most often the faculty gets surprised after looking at the performances of the guys like me and so we are considered only for bottom grades at last . and we accept it as our destiny .it's not my frustration speaking through me , it's the funny as well as bitter truth being survived by a lager mass here .